A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.





B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.These people must state who they were tagged by [ESTHER] & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.





Continue this game by sending it to other people.





1. How has blogger changed your life?


Well, it really is a channel for me to "fine tune" my command of language. It is where I try and learn different sytles of writing. My style of writing has undergone a drastic change if you would compare it to the very first post I had.





2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself 'dreaming' about?


I would dream about myself working either as a fantasy background vocalist or one of those singers singing in those chill-out pubs with a band or a pianist. Cool jazzy music. :]





3. What do you want to be when you grow up?


B.L.A.N.K.. This section is undergoing construction. Will be back to serving you better. Till then, we can add more occupations on the list of "What Do I Want to Be When I Grow Up".





4. What is the city of your dreams and why?


Prague. Definitely. That is where the choral festivals are held right? Where the heart of songs originate. Well, for me, that will be where I would like to immerse myself in- music. Especially chorale singing. Top choirs from a round the world come together to compete and show their prowess. I could just sit there and listen to them sing for a long long while.





5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?


I'm not really sure. When I feel comfortable in a company of people of whom I have grown accustomed to, I'd be an extrovert. But when I feel that people detest me, or are not with me, I'm an introvert.





6. When you have made sure that no one is in the house when you are bathing, do you transform into "The Bathroom Singer"? (Sue changed it :])


I do!! Haha, so I think the neighbors kinda are stocking up on earmuffs and those sound proof earpieces that protects their vulnerable ears from my voice.





7. Have you a dark secret? (Sue changed it :])


Well, yeah. But I doubt it is serious. It happened all the way up till my primary school days.





8. Choose between thongs or g-string?


I never really know what's the difference too. :x (Wait, am I innocent or what?!) haha!





9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?


Yep, PP preparation, UT grades, GPA, procrastination, changing of classes.

10. What is your worst quality?


The amazing ability to procrastinate and being a slow coach (Sorry Esther!)




11. What is happiness?


When you are aware of what you are doing, When you do what you do best.





12. How do you hope to see yourself?(Esther changed it.)
A bubbly girl, with a sporty and sporting personality. An easy going one at it :]





13. What do you wish to change about yourself?

Lose weights! Lose the flabs! So I can strut on the beach next year with absolutely nothing to feel ashamed of. :x Exercise more and be a stronger girl, both mentally and physically. :]





14. What do you think about sex?(Esther changed it)
A sacred act with the one you love which could easily be tainted by temptation.





15. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Go on a makan spree! Then save the rest of the money for the Australia Trip with Bryan and Kenneth when I am twenty years of age.

16. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?
Hmm, a tough one to choose. Both has an unhappy element in it. But if I really had to choose, I would be want to be with the one I love.





17. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?
I reflect upon the happenings of the day. If not, I'd just drift to lalaland.





18. Where do broken hearts go? (Someone changed this)
To the hospital where willpower and encouragements will help heal this broken heart. Life does not end with the guy who dumped you or something. I must try and keep this in mind :x





19. Do you believe in fate?
Yes, at times!!





20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
I'm not sure, and I sure am not going to find out.





The 8 people!


1. Debra

2. Isa

3. Nurul

4. Zi Ning

5. Jobelle

6. Jian Hui

7. Jun Hui

8. U-Gene

In class.
Bleah.
Newer updates.

WOOHOOOOOOO!!!

Had loads of fun today. Really. This has got to be the best night ever, for this semester. Sarang Heyo! Well, I ate loads [and totally killed my throat. No voice, no voice~.] Coughing like mad. I had great time sitting at the water breaker chatting with Debra (a.k.a. 亲爱的) and then the guys at night. It was fruitful. Why? I burnt calories!! I cycled and jogged for one round :] [Though the calories came back again, in the form of FOOD.] :x

As expected of Heng Yi (a.k.a. the Tall Bastard/ the Rock/ Uncle/ 榴莲叔叔), he reached (not surprisingly) the earliest at a record time of 12+. Bravo! And then the guys took care of the starting of the fire and then the barbequeing of food for us all. Kudos to them!! Thanks guys!

Then, in the night, the main dish- StingRay!! Haha, I ate quite a lot, if I must say. Heng Yi too. We all played the game of "Truth and Dare", and many many many many things left unspoken surfaced. Lols! It was wild tonight. Really it was. So Fun! :] Muffin is so CUTE!!

Sarang Heyo!! I love all you guys! I will really miss all of you. Have another outing or bbq or chalet soon alright? I don't want to lose contact.

What does it feel like now? It feels so distant, like the song of "Desperate" sung by Daphne Khoo. I am dreading the last day of school. Can't shake that feeling. I had sore throat over the weekend. Bleah. Not feeling too good now :x Can my throat make it in time for me to feast on the glorious food? Hmm. Let's see... haha..

My voice isn't too good for singing. It sounds like the croaking version of every toad's dream singer. Ouch!

Give it my all. Less is more. Are you up for it?


Hallucinations, hallucinations and more hallucinations. Stop hovering over in the restricted premises.

Well, an acronym for U.T. aka Understanding Test. Caution: Use it with discretion. I thought of it when I was in my year one and it randomly popped up in my head again. In my first year, when I got all stressed up thanks to U.T.s, I came up with this: U.T.= Ultimate Torture :] Yea, and it really was an ultimate torture at some point of a time. Yawns.

Woa. I am so sleepy alright. I can barely keep those eyes open. When I think of what awaits me the day after tomorrow, it irks me. Yea, tell me about it. [*roll my eye] We went to see the movie- Dark Knight just earlier on. We caught the 7pm one. Marcus watched it like ages ago, and he kind of got some of the lines put on his msn nickname display. It went something like this:"My father said: 'Why look so serious?' 'Let me carve a smile on that face'." It was a line supposedly said by the Joker's father. But since I had not caught the show, evidently I knew nothing about what was going on and I even thought "My father" referred to Marcus' father (Mr. Foo- a.k.a. the Front Desk Manager) and it was kind of scary that a man like Marcus' father would say such things to Marcus. Hmm, silly me :x

Now I guess I understand why the rich and the famous place so much emphasis on their automobiles. The lamboghini was simply fabulous. Amidst it simplicity, an aura of sleek sophistication envelops the whole scene. To have a secret identity can be a huge responsibility you have to heave over your shoulders. The difference between a dark knight and a normal citizen entrusted with a responsibility, is that the dark knight has to constantly look over his shoulders, beyond his reponsibilities and cast an invisibility coat upon that duty he willingly burdens himself with.

Great movie. But a little too long for me. I could not have lasted long enough. I was too tired for the day. Nice synthesis and progression of the plot. Humor was used with great emphasis of the character's role. Like the one of Bruce's butler," I hate to say this." "But I told you so."

Exhausted.

WOOHOO!!

Chemistry I U.T. 4 is officially O.V.E.R.. :] But, it is not all over yet :[ 3 U.T.s in a week? We will be having 2 more upcoming U.T.s scheduled on Thursday and Friday. As for the week after, Anatomy and Physiology will be held on Friday :c 加油, people! The last lap! Come on man!

Chemistry can turn you from a normal jane to a nutty goner.

Wakey wakey! Hoho! Rise and shine man!

Finally, the long awaited Saturday. You know? I think I am beginning to belong somewhere. There seems to be a place where I belonged. Though it might seem a little out of place, but yea, I think I do fit in. :]

I got to complete one of the difficult problem of which I thought I could not have done. I had to pinch the 2 pockets before elevating myself. I was stuck there for a fairly long period of time. I tried for like more than 3 times before I could finally get it right. Yeah man! The feeling was AWESOME!

Got to know another friend the day before. Jerald was T.K.'s classmate. It turned out that Jerald was in actual fact the one who dragged him into all these. Haha! I am glad he did, if not for him, I would not have met T.K. and the others.

There's Matthew the mixed blood, with the malay-chinese heritage. Currently dating a Malay girl. He is a very nice and easy going guy. Easy to talk to.

Jason who keeps bugging the hell out of me at times. But overall he is alright. He kept giving me tips on how to "maximize" training, getting the most out of it. But, I failed. Terribly. No strength to support my body weight. Got. To. Stay. Strong!

Penguin too. A little big in size, cute too. :D

And XXX thanks for being there, haha, you are also most definitely one of reasons why I go for these sessions. If not, where is the fun in solving problems on my own?







Yep, it is nearing the end of the semester. I really am going to miss a lot of things. I am definitely going to miss my buddy- Miss Tempura (a.k.a. Zebra/ Jebra). Yes, she is my Korean coach too. Hehe, somemore free of charge leh! She also is the girl who solves all the difficult problems with me everyday. If not for her, I guess I would have been even more stressed out over the stupid problem triggers. It is great having someone alongside you, talking about randoms stuffs under the sun, sprouting rubbish and just having to spew out all the limited little Korean phrases that I know of. Sharing the sinful burdens with me :D "NO! This one is sinful! What about sandwich? Hmm. Alright, I guess? What about having a bowl of handmade noodle? Carbohydrates!" Lols, though I guess I am not all that serious, as in one who can really strictly adhere to any diet plans, but I try my best to cut down on "sinful stuffs", so as to "enhance" my "lousy performance".

The day before yesterday, I managed to chalk that Tall Bastard's hair. Yesh! Trying to mess around with my face? Putting chalk foundation on my face? Haha, it was indeed so hard to reach the Tall Bastard's face, with him towering over me and performing his defensive moves against the "chalk applicator" in my hands. In the end, he got away. But not without me chalking against his fringe. Ahahaha! :x

Anyway, I am going to miss that Uncle, pestering me in class. Always calling me Auntie, Auntie. Recently, he has been going around calling me "芒果阿姨". Why? For the sole reason that I wore a MANGO shirt with "MANGO" imprinted on the front. He even went to Qi Bin telling him how I am a disgrace to Chinese, with the Korean phrases I speak of. Guess what else the Rock said? "回家做泡菜吧!" WHAT?! -_-'' Thanks ar!

Jobelle and Zi Ning too. The ones with never-ending "LOLLIPOP" entertainment channels. The 开心果of the class. It seems like Zi Ning always is a little sunshine who has more than enough "glucose" to last her throughout the day no matter how tiring it seems. She just laughs her troubles away.


哈哈。The list of people is never-ending. I will continue again sometime soon. 敬请等待！

They all just came back from K.L. after seeing my grandmother. She fell down on Thursday and had to undergo an operation as she broke her bone. But now, having undergone the surgery, she is alright. Finally, after god knows for how long, I broached the subject. They did not take it quite well initially. Negative feedbacks came from them both. It was over dinner time, that I decided was the best time to "break the silence". Something I never expected as one of the reason why my father opposed, took me by surprise. I was taken aback when he said that it was more of a guy's sport, not where a girl is supposed to be. He told me that I would be more "muscular" and then he kept emphasizing on the kind of figure I would have. Woa. Never did I expect that kind of answer from him. I never thought that he would think of it this way. Instead, the kind of response I envisioned would be that by commiting, I would be neglecting my studies and he would then strongly disapprove of me taking it up, harping on that reason.

But later, we talked more and yep, I guess in the end, I kind of got that subtle nod from them, though not a full support. It feels better now that the air is cleared. :]


*Saranghae!

Lots of things happened this week. It is kind of weighing me down. I am so exhausted. Not sure how long can I keep this facade on. I am officially sick and tired of juggling so many things. Everything seems to be tiring me out so easily. I should not have had to worry about useless nitty gritty stuffs, but nonetheless, it chalked up quite a bit of my mind.

Maybe the C-word is a taboo for me right now. I am even beginning to wonder if I am in fact the one who has some issues with commitment. Can I commit? Will I commit? Is it in my capability to commit? Or will I just give up midway and regret that I was not any stronger? With ADPP coming up my way, I seriously doubt that I would have the strength, energy, commitment and the will to discipline myself. (xxx, I am a weee bit afraid to commit :x Sway and convince me please.., haha) Using another different angle, looking at it, I am after all a year 2 student, what is anything worth without a try, huh? Nothing. So, I am going to try and commit, that is if I even get the approval of my parents. Which is another one of my woes.

Well, I guess I passed my "Level One" for now. Congratulations! The honor goes to xxx and me (a.k.a. the dreadful bathroom opera singer!) WOOHOO!
It was kind of easy to pass, though :x Hmm, about passing "Level Two"? I think I need much much more time, maybe not even enough in this lifetime to qualify for a "Level Two". My time could even run out before I even have the chance to try my hands on it.

Hope it is alright for me to say it now. To let it all out. Not sure if the time is right, I have a feeling this is the time. Dragging matters further will only increase my burden. It is getting way heavy for me to heave it over my shoulders. It is bruising. Salonpas? Anyone?





偶尔会想起你。想起吃火锅的那晚。你最近还好吗？

Shagged.

UT? Hmm. Stupid me, really a fool. :x They asked me to agree or disagree, and guess what I did? Instead of stating my stand, I simply jumped into explaining the reasons and description of Vitamin D. O, what a smart move, babe! Gosh..On to my workout!! :]

是这样吗？
我要的，到底是什么？
有的时候，想做个选择，并非易如反掌。
这也不行，那也不行。
如果每件事都那么的容易解决，那我也不需要处处顾虑到别人的感受。
只要自己开心就好。什么都不需要去管。
这样行得通吗？
哈，才怪呢！

毕竟只有在更长的时间，才能让我确定我要的到底是什么。

I got this off Hui Ping's friend's blog. Here goes. With your month of birthday, comes the 'you':

September:

• Suave and compromising.
• Careful, cautious and organized (I'm messy! Organization could be my speciality, that is when I am compelled to :x).
• Likes to point out people's mistakes (My sis' in particular).
• Likes to criticize (Her piano skills..).
• Stubborn (Yep!).
• Quiet but able to talk well.
• Calm and cool.
• Kind and sympathetic.
• Concerned and detailed.
• Loyal but not always honest.
• Does work well.
• Very confident.
• Sensitive (Rather sensitve haha! Wait! What's that word I hear? "SHORT!?" Get back here, you!).
• Good memory (Nah! Difficulty even in memorizing routes.).
• Clever and knowledgeable.
• Loves to look for information.
• Must control oneself when criticizing (Can be sarcastic when I am pushed to the limit..).
• Able to motivate oneself.
• Understanding.
• Fun to be around.
• Secretive.
• Loves leisure and traveling.
• Hardly shows emotions (True, true!).
• Tends to bottle up feelings (So very true!).
• Very choosy, especially in relationships.
• Systematic.

Today was not too bad, except the training part, when we got "self-proclaimed P.T.I.s" and it was tough. -_-'' No strength man! It was so difficult! There was one part when I was "up" against Penguin, haha, I had an unfair physical advantage against him I guess, that was why I fared a wee bit better :x

We got split into 3 groups, rotating around 3 stations. And boy was I lucky to have ~xxx~censored (haha!), Linette, T.K., Fizah, Liana and Rina with me. I got to know new people from that group today. One of them was Matthew, he was really vocal throughout. Douglas too, and the others' names were still lost somewhere at the back of my mind. Names don't match faces, if you should know how I go about associating people with their names. A total failure at that, I assure you!

I really had fun. On the way back the 4 of us walked home together and T.K., haha, that guy has a serious case of random singing man and a bit of the "don't-know-song-a-nitis"~! I thought I was the ultimate random singer, it turned out, T.K. has outdone me in this aspect. Well done!Haha! Matthew was promoting T.K. as the next idol, encouraging make-believe audiences to vote for T.K. through the making of phone calls to the number xxxx-xxx-xxx1. T.K. in the M.R.T., was even more entertaining. We talked and yea, the kind of actions that accompanied his talks? Hilarious. He mimicked how some of his classmates presented during lesson times and it was freaking funny the way he copied their accent and habits.

Woo! Looking forward to this Sunday evening :] I will be attenting ACJC's choir concert at the Esplanade. Hmm, what should I wear? WooHOo! I will most probably be sitting in the same row as Darryl's parents, with Yi Jie and Timothy too... 加油! Darryl! Sing your best!

the attack of the OREO MUDPIE GHOST!! Watch out for Esther (aka. ster-ster) the mon-ster!