Saturday, May 31, 2008
sue posted at 11:39 AM
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The day before was a rainy day, and so is today, as evident from the relentless rain beating outside my window. The pitter-pattery sound. But guess what? The day before, Rae Zhou announced her departure from Singapore to immigrate to the US, somewhere along the west coast area. W.O.A.. (*Close your gaping mouth) It was a little sad, though we never really started out on the right foot. She was nice, except that we had spent approximately 70% of our lesson time in an attempt to decipher her lessons. Which was good, AND bad in ways that you could imagine. GOOD- Aids us in facing future expats like that in the future, so we are able to "overcome" our language barrier [and maybe get promotion! Why? The boss is unable to understand what they are speaking and you, on the other hand is one well versed and trained in your poly days, so much so that it becomes second nature and the boss, being impressed and (*a little ashamed of his incapability) decides to give you a raise or anything like that :x] , (BAD) at the expense of our grades now [lols, jkjk!] But it was not too bad, I actually got to learn some stuffs from her lessons. Knowing that Chemistry is my worst subject by far, to be able to even
understand her lesson is no mean feat for me :x BECAUSE I can say that I HATED Chemistry and it is my worst nightmare come true when I had to take this module. -_-'' Chemistry Sucks!
Nonetheless, I will miss her trying to explain. And I'm sorry that I cannot really keep pace with you and when you had explained finished, I would be the only one left with that blank look on my face and always asking you to repeat yourself so many a time until I got to understand what you were attempting to convey across to me. Sorry, Rae Zhou! :x
http://oroborus.deviantart.com/art/Chemistry-18204794
*P.s.: No offence intended, seri-ously. Just found it on DeviantArt and thought of sharing it here with you guys... Just added for fun. :] Nice synthesis of the periodic table put together using the simplest of all elements, credits to whoever who did it :x
After I got the Aviva tickets from Xiu Ling, I headed home last night. I called Yi Jie up to see if he was free to meet me up. It turned out he was free. So as I headed home, I saw Kiat Lee (a primary school classmate, not sure which class exactly, waved and yea, retreated back to the world of my music and I) on the L.R.T.. When I reached my station, I walked along the pathway until I met Yi Jie. I thought it was just the handing over of the ticket and then home and away for me, but we ended up chatting for quite some time. I wanted to ask him out to watch some competition with me today, but his exams were coming, so yea, some other time, I guess. He recently got hooked on violin. And boy I tell you, I admire the way he commits himself once he finds his target. Like the way he played the sport of badminton so good without having undergone any training, the way he played the guitar and what nots. This time, it is the violin, so I guess he will be committing quite a lot of hours to it. C is the word for it man! C.O.M.M.I.T.M.E.N.T.
So we hung around at our neighborhood, chatting till close to 11pm before we went back. And as we went back, he met his ex. (from way back into our primary 6 days). He went "steady" with her for 3 days and found she was freaky so, he acted like a jerk to throw her off his path. Lols! You should have seen his expression when realisation hit him -the girl in blue behind us was actually that girl from way back into our primary school days. His expression was priceless. Comical. I think that girl kind of recognized him too, lols~. So this whole week he will be mugging, and I guess we might go out to libraries and what nots (so I can do my PP :x How to DO!? Where to start!?) He asked me to go try out that violin, so I might go up to try my hands on his violin, and judging from my experience (N.I.L.), I might just kill his whole block from the squeaking sounds emitting from my awesome violin skills (thank you, thank you!!) Then if time permits, we might go on a shopping spree (for him)/ or window shopping (for me, cash-strapped) to get the clothes he need and the clothes I desire but can't get my hands on :x And maybe, just maybe, conduct some market research for my PP while shopping :]
Labels: baby..., It's the HOLS
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
sue posted at 1:07 AM
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WOOHOO!
UT 2 of Molecular Cell Biology is
OVER!
The last lap, come on people!
Go, Jian Hui!
Go, Yati!
Go, Debra!
Go, Afiq!
Go, Jun Hui!
Go, Isa!
Go, Jobelle!
Go, Karen!
Go, Uncle!
Go, Aidil! Don't slack anymore! Lols!
Go, Zi Ning!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
sue posted at 2:46 PM
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I received a little shocking news from my ex-schoolmate. Anyway, I will still try my very best to contribute and elevate the situation now, as would the others, though I am not as sure how much of an impact it would be on the current situation, but at least being part of the alumni, being part of our heritage, that is the
very least we could all do for it.
Cross my fingers and hope this is the best ** that I will be writing so far, as a tribute. Through this, I am dedicating my ** as a tribute to give thanks and possibly the strength to help tide over this crisis. The best piece of writing that I would present to you (pardon my low command of language as compared to the others from the triple sciences class [e.g. 4T1 and 4T2]).
So now, I have to think of a topic to write about. Argh, stress... :x How should I go about writing when I haven't even decided upon a topic?
DATELINE: 31 May 2008
Guys, what you see here, stays here. Nothing leaks out alright? Just read and forget about it. We don't want things circulating around.
Monday, May 19, 2008
sue posted at 10:52 AM
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I recall that once, my best friend, kimmy told me time and again," You deserve better." Boy, was I glad I heeded your advice. Now I guess it is time we tide over
your crisis together. The three of us- Esther, you and I. You are confused, just as I was, or rather, I am. But to hell with my own problems. Yours has dragged long enough. I am not sure. It is all so complicated. I kind of understand how you feel, after all our situations are all too similar (except mine was
never there). We too feel sick and tired already. Just know that we are always there for you. Whenever you want to "emo",
don't emo. Call me along, we
emo together :x Vivo? Or even Esplanade?
With a Subway loaf and napkins on the other hand, sitting by the metal ledge, we just, talk. Emo, stare into blank space, sigh together and talk about life. I kind of wanted to do that for a long time now. With Esther too, if and when she has a day off from work.
Just stop thinking about Fish and Co., JJ, and all the others that bothered you.
When is your day off? :x
Sunday, May 18, 2008
sue posted at 11:05 PM
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I think I blew it. Big time. My intuition tells me so. Ever since that day, I think I busted it. I guess I can blame no one. Oh well. I am still taking it one step at a time.
sue posted at 12:44 AM
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Fad set routes for us to ascend, Jeremy too. Jeremy even asked the girls to dyno -_-'' How, may I ask, is that possible. Ok, maybe not for me :x Try harder next time, girl! Dynoing is definitely next on my to-do list.
Oh and by the way, campusing is crazy. Andy did it. Made it seemed all-so-easy. Ouch.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
sue posted at 11:27 PM
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Note: this is just a random entry, no cause for worry. As of yet. I guess it is alright not to know the truth, because theoretically, I know of the consequence. The worst imaginable result is dxxxh. Some people fall under the category of "ignorance is a bliss", even when they know of the symptoms that point evidently to an eminent disaster, they still try to brush the topic away as if it were just a bug buzzing round their comfort zone. They fear. To know the truth. They fear its consequence. They don't want to hear it from the xxxxxx, much less confirm their fears. I guess it cannot be blamed upon them, because I too feel this way. Reading too much into "Hypochondriac's Manual" could have gotten in the way somehow or rather. Not sure if it is just a phase that I would grow out of, or is it a cause for worry.
Theoretically, the concept of dxxxx seems a natural way of evolution. Without the elimination of the weaker ones, how then can the stronger ones dominate? This is Mother Nature's way of ruling the Earth. But thinking deeper, however, it seems cruel. Especially when the elimination card lands on your hands. You start thinking more into it. What then does this period of time mean to you? Is that all that you can offer to yourself? Is this the best that you can do? You start pondering, what in this lifetime have you missed out? That game you never tried because someone stopped you? What haven't you done? What haven't you fulfilled? Do you even have a dream? A life? Of which you can live to your fullest?
You try your hands on things you thought you would give a shot at. Something you knew you could succeed, but let your low self-esteem get the better of you in your younger days. What next? I am not sure. Just bidding your time? Trying your very best to find that sole piece of satisfaction, that sacred sense of achievement you could not seem to find elsewhere?
Is what I am doing right now the right thing? Should I commit myself to the new entity of my life? Or just give it up and go on living that mundane chore? As for that part of my life, I try to harbour no hopes. It seems like it is going head on for that. And it would spell another major trouble for me (another year or two, perhaps).
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
sue posted at 9:58 PM
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Ok, now that things have ended, I am faced with a problem- what am I to do on an elective-free wednesday (tomorrow).
Ping ping's working.
Esther's having Law module.
Deborah's busy with her upcoming performance.
I doubt Belle is free.
*Sigh.
Strapped for cash.
Bored.
I have a sudden urge to go Sentosa. :x
sue posted at 8:35 PM
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woohoo, woohoo, WOOHOO!!UT 1
is
OFFICALLY
O.V.E.R!
Monday, May 12, 2008
sue posted at 9:24 PM
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
sue posted at 12:06 PM
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Woo Hoo! I found some books of the fashion industry! :]
Detox diet status: Still ongoing, bar procrastination's entry, please!
*Girl, concentrate and study! Stop procrastinating! Argh!!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
sue posted at 1:47 PM
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
sue posted at 10:44 PM
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ACCEPTED!WOOHOO!!Now, on to doing some market research. And that means: going downtown to check out their apparels! Anyone wants to go Orchard to "conduct" market research with me? Hehe. I see it is going to be more than shopping :] Must go check out and read up more on fashion magazines. Keep myself updated on the coming up trends, so I can analyze better in my reports! Go Sue Yee!
sue posted at 7:02 PM
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Finally!
She replied. -_-'' She was on "exam leave for the past 2 days, hence the lag in reply". Oh. So she did not really stamp an "approval" chop on my PP scope, but this was what she wrote in the "Advisor's Comments": Very good effort. Detailed scope writeup with all main points in place. Some minor reorganization of points under scope vs approach, otherwise all is fine.
It is quite a relieve for me, even though it meant re-work. Because one of my main concerns were that my profiling on F J Benjamin would be rejected and I had to choose another company to do my profiling on.
So, re-work, it is!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
sue posted at 10:36 PM
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Ok. So my arm hurts. The joint area. The area used for most importantly- the lobbing and smashing shots. So demoralized. Now I get how Li Shi felt when her injured her wrist. I am feeling more and more withdrawn and detached from it all. Hope it all gets better in time for "you-know-what".
别再让我胡思乱想了好不好！？
别再盲目的一直走下去。
听，我有什么话对你说。
说，你所该说的话。
我是否都把事情看错了？
Sunday, May 4, 2008
sue posted at 4:59 PM
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Pictures of you. Pictures of me.
:]
Maybe I should start a whole new chapter in my life too. What say you?
Try out something so adventurous it turns my boring life upside down. Something my Mum and Dad would never accept. Something that most of my friends would disapprove. Something I never thought of even in my primary school days. Should I? Or should I not? Yes, I admit, there might be a little temptation over from his side, but what I primarily feel is that I can get that great sense of achievement. A word rarely heard of in this part of my life right now. "Mundane" is the word I can easily associate myself with presently. So mundane, it is starting to kill me from inside. The burning spirit I once possessed is diminishing.
I am seriously contemplating giving up on my "staple food". Because I know that sooner or later, if I fall in love with this new chapter of my life, with both of them going on, I could kill myself from over-exhaustion. It would be too hectic for my body to handle, what with the
never ending UTs going on and on.
Friday, May 2, 2008
sue posted at 11:22 PM
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Well, today was some sort of an achievement for me. For those who knows what I am up to , yeah, you get what I meant. It was a real struggle all the way up there. But it was all worth the while when I managed to "conquer it all". Muscles are aching a little. People over there are considerably nice. Made some new friends- Jacelyn and Ann and co. (forgot their names :x) The shoes provided were not exactly the type of footwear you would consider to be "comfortable". It was freaking uncomfortable.
Got teased a little down there by the seniors all thanks to XX. Haha, thanks a lot man! [you'll get it! :x] I fell down a couple of times when I tried traversing across the plane.
I learnt some new words to add to my vocabulary today :D
Today: my arms are hereby pronounced- d.e.a.d.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
sue posted at 9:39 PM
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Sue