I guess it is rather early for me to wish you a very happy birthday,

but on the other hand,

I'm afraid it would come too late.

I won't be in Singapore for the next few days,

so I thought I'd just wish you a Happy 17th Birthday, Marcus!

I would only be back after the 26th,

which is D-Day.

So this entry would be "Bon Voyage", "Merry X'mas" and "Happy Birthday" all rolled in one. :x

The dawn of this day marked your departure, Bon Voyage! :]

Step1= Father has approved of me going back to work.

(In the 10 weeks holiday, that is.)

Step One. Approved.

Step 2 and Step 3 are still in progress. Wait for their good news.

Cross my fingers!

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Well, the day before was the very first lesson in M.G..

And..

It wasn't that bad.

It was rather good.

Presenting Jae.

Jae struck me as a "Jerome-lookalike".

Jerome from S.A.S., Diploma in Biomedical Science, if I'm not wrong.

A.k.a. Hui Min's eye candy.

I tell you if Genevieve goes back and report to Hui Min,

She'd drop everything, rushing here to sign up for the vocal lessons.

The UNLIMITED one, that is, so she'd get to see more of the "Jerome-lookalike".

Not only would gym trainings be fun because the real deal is there- Original Jerome.

Singing lessons would be mesmerising because... SHE HAS JAE!! :x

Jae's a nice guy.

It's just that the way he teaches and all,

It's so "YONG".

Mr. Yong was my previous choir conductor.

We all liked him, though he'd fly into a rage when we could not reach that kind of voice quality. (occasionally)

(It was purely our fault, not his to blame.)

Makes me feel so nostalgic, those good ole days.

The resonance, the "a", the diaphragm, though I've heard of them before during choir practices,

I still can't really get the hang of it.

Still a NOVICE..

but yea, slowly..

Jae asked if my muscles were a little tired,

and I was like if I said "Yes, then that'd mean that I used my diaphragm muscles right? Then, the answer is "YES!"" :x

Oh my god.

Staying at home can make me go bonkers.

Going out too often is not an option too.

My mum keeps screaming, scolding and whacking.

Gosh.

These noise is driving me up the wall.

When someone gets overly hygiene-conscious,

that is when the people around her suffer along with the victim.

It kills.





















~I'm still holding on.

Esther had a relapse 2 days ago.

She was hospitalized and discharged.

I'm sorry.

Sorry for not being there when you needed me the most.

Ping ping called me a couple of times on my phone,

but surprise surprise!

My phone was still in its coma state,

and being the stupid me that I am,

I was caught unaware only when I called esther for our "evening date".

I felt useless.

The whole incident passed. And I wasn't even there for her.

Thanks a lot, girl!

You seem to be a great friend to ster-ster.

Thanks.

The last time she had fits,

was when we were in our Secondary 3 days.

She was sitting beside Hui Ping when it all happened.

Our D.P. aka Tiger Tan rushed over to our class;

Our Principal too.

Mr. Tom Chan came with Mrs. Toh.

Mrs. Toh mobilized her St. John members.

Mrs. Wong was practically frantic.

And Mr. Tan Suan Tien was worried with concern, standing by the doorway.

An ambulance came and she was hospitalized.

Ping ping cried.

She too, suffered a shock.

Our clique comforted her.

I'm sorry, ster-ster.

I know ping ping must have been very disappointed in me.

Let alone you.

I'm sorry.

I'm disappointed in me.

As long as you're with me,

I try my best to protect the fragile you who has been a great friend to us all these years.

When you suffer,

don't keep it silent.

I know.

There was a dark period in your life.

You never told me that you guys broke up.

But I knew.

I tried my best to elevate your pain by joking around with Daniel and all.

But as long as you are happy.

I am too.

Sorry, Esther.

Ster-ster!

Thanks for always listening to the same old crap from this dreaded bathroom singer.

For agreeing to even the craziest and absurd ideas of mine,

especially when this is the "peak season" *wink wink,

Thanks, baby!

Muakies!

Wild Wild Wet here we come!

Labels: ~I wonder

So.

Freaking.

Pissed.


Then, it was the handphone functions.

Now, it is the freaking SIM card.

This stupid lack of tele-communication device has led me through so much inconveniences and on top of that

caused so much unnecessary upsetting and a small "friction"

between my friend and I.

I guess PMS is partly to blame too, (10%). =x

And I have half a mind not to go there the day after.

I hate that XXX or whatever you pronounce that thing to be.

When you say one, you are forever saying three.

You freaking can stop that ST***** shit.

There is more than ST*****.

Get a life.

Sorry for this post.

Just needed a place to vent my frustrations.

Labels: ~currently undergoing music therapy

December.

It is December.

The month of joy and hope.

I just cannot believe it.

I could still remember that S.M.S. that marked the start of my first semester here in R.P.

A mix of extreme sadness, yet brimming full of encouragement.

So many months have passed.

It has passed and gone like the wind of yesterday.

Never have I imagined myself to be able to struggle through the difficulties and problems that came at me, one after the other.

One thing that has been plaguing me ever since god knows when-

it still cannot be solved.

What is right?

What is wrong?

Will someone please tell me what I am destined for?

Does anyone actually know where they are heading to?

Am I really cut out to be a pharmacist?

Was my heart really doped right from the start of the fortune teller's words?

In my heart, I have to thank those who gave me the silent encouragements, though you were never really there physically.

Nonetheless, you were still there :]

Looking forward to the Christmas-sy nights-

where the highlights will be.

If there ever is one.




Mina!

There is hope!

If we believe in them.

I'll miss all you guys! W35e-zians~

Labels: "Then you better Jiayou"- from a known source.

Not sure if quitting sounds inevitable,

but I guess it is getting even more concrete as everything takes shape.

I have tried my best.

I really have.

All was well, until stuffs crop up.

Stuffs that totally blew us all off-course.

Even though the affected parties aren't me, exactly,

but I know that it would hit me.

Sooner or later.

I don't want to quit, can I?

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Christmas, 25th December.

It is the month of December right now.

December.

I guess there's something special, a wee bit special about this season.

There is more to it.

The mix of excitement and fear of disappointment.

Not sure if I can pull through it all.

Something else came up along the way.

Not sure if it is the way I perceive it to be.

Dang!

Labels: Usher that torture of mine into the darkness within.

Piggy Leslie, love her..

Don't argue and squabble.

And Belle, do think twice before spending your money ok?

It's driving my cousin freaking crazy helping you to scrimp and save whenever he could.

Understand his rationale behind doing it all ok?

He loves you and worries that you'd be bullied by your other friends.

Don't you guys make me get all worried for you guys again.

No siree!

I want to see and call her my "Cousin-in-law"

and I mean OFFICIALLY.

:x

Who knows, in the future, she might be the one I'd be calling "cousin-in-law".

lols!

Happy Anniversary!

Love ya guys!

Thanks for the advanced X'mas gift!

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All I want for Christmas is... ...

Labels: Go, go. Sue Yee..